Just purchased this lovely piece of UNIF clothing. So offensive. So good. Can’t wait to wear it with Black Milk!! I went a little crazy with the BM recently.

“‘Faith’ means not wanting to know what is true.” 

It makes me so angry that some people think that praying for people is a good enough contribution. Those houses and families destroyed in the Midwest aren’t going to be fixed with these magical comforting thoughts. This woman knows what’s up. It makes me really happy to be part of a generation that doesn’t rely on thousand year old fables to get through our lives. Yeah, maybe there was a time where the world needed religion, but in this day in age, where it’s so clear that science cures diseases and people helping people is what is going to help this world grow. Not your imaginary friend that your parents told you to believe in, and there’s before them.

Five minutes on reddit will probably change your way of thinking quite a lot.

http://www.reddit.com/r/atheism/

Now, I’m sitting on the back porch with nothing really to do, so I’m going to write about a few things that are going on. Here’s an issue that just sends me through the roof: Alan moved out on his own. I did not kick that kid out of this apartment. He had his day where he came with his mother and got his shit. That was the day that he was supposed to get everything. Ok so he forgot some shit, a fucking game and a vinyl record that he gave me a million years ago. I had every intention of bringing it home, whatever. But now you want me to pay for a refrigerator that your parents bought US 2 years ago? Like, you are the one who left me, why can’t you just leave me alone? I’m trying to pay rent to my parents and utilities and on top of that you’re being so petty that I need to pay for a 2 year old refrigerator? That he used!!! Like come on…… It’s so frustrating that his family just wants to find every way they can to spite me for no reason. Come get the fridge if you need it so badly. I just do not get what I did to these people that I need to be punished 5 months after he ended it. Like count your losses and move the eff on and don’t harass my mother in the middle of the grocery store?

UGH and texting JP last night…. Like come on bro I’m not going to beg you to be nice to me. Brandon is nicer to me and he’s a disrespectful prick! At least he tells me I’m beautiful and is honest in what we have is a strictly sexual relationship. And that works. But what isn’t ok is being hot one second and cold the next. But I’m starting to realize that was exactly how I was with D. I’m starting to realize everything does fall into place the way it’s supposed to, lessons learned.

So what I learned from this whole ordeal with D and Jp is that the only person I have to rely on is myself, and I really need to do what I said I was going to, which is paint like a mother effer, download a shit ton of weird movies and music, hang out with people I normally wouldn’t, and do things for myself rather than for the stories. I’ve let other people control my life for basically, my entire life, and I just need to figure out what kind of people I want to surround myself with, and be the person I am when I’m alone, and be ok with that when I’m not alone.